Depression · Happy · Positive Thinking

New Year! New Start!

Well 2018 I can't say you've been a pleasant year. It started off so well then bit by bit my life has slowly fell apart. My mental health has dragged me on a rollercoaster of highs and lows. Over the summer I managed to start to feel like myself again, I felt happy at last.… Continue reading New Year! New Start!


Sick not weak

β€˜I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone.Its not.The worse thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone’-Robin WilliamsπŸ’œ #MentalHealthAwareness #SickNotWeak #ItsokNotToBeOk #EndTheStigma #Breakthesilence #MentalHealthMatters

Depression · Positive Thinking

Only way is up

My life has spiralled out of control lately, I've made mistakes, I've gone completely out of my mind, I've been fighting a battle in my own head, I've struggled to let my past go, I've acted out of character-my mental health has nose dived me into a scary lonely place but once I hit rock… Continue reading Only way is up

Depression · Family and Friends · Happy · Love · Positive Thinking

Christmas 2018

Christmas 2018 has probably been the hardest Christmas ever. Depression took over, I couldn't get into the Christmas spirt. Christmas Eve I barely moved out of my bed, I couldn't face the fact Christmas was here and I felt so lonely, sad and hopeless. However, I managed to fake some smiles and excitement, to put… Continue reading Christmas 2018


Merry Christmas πŸŽ„

Good morning and merry Christmas everyone. This is the first year apart from my ex, I miss her very much. It just doesn’t feel the same. I have my two beautiful children who have been excited this morning opening presents but I still feel incredibly lonely & heartbroken. I can't shake off the overwhelming feeling… Continue reading Merry Christmas πŸŽ„

Positive Thinking

Comedian Sarah Millican’s #JoinIn campaign to help alleviate loneliness at Christmas – creating what is essentially one big group chat online.

For anyone alone or feeling lonely this Christmas, please remember you can #JoinIn on Twitter with @SarahMillican75 this year again. Although I'm not physically alone and blessed to have family with me, there is still a massive sense of missing what is not there anymore. I stand with you all. πŸŽ„πŸ˜˜